I know it.
I know when I want to call up everyone I admire to ask their opinion on what should clearly be a personal decision, that I already know the answer.
I’m just resisting.
Afraid to decide something so big. So bold. So seemingly selfish.
It doesn’t make good business sense.
It doesn’t make good math sense.
But yes I must do it.
I know the answer and it won’t be found in harassing one more friend to tell me their view on what I should do.
I need to listen.
Listen to my spirit and my heart.
I write.